say my self, speak myself...

me myself....

as far as being a loser, unintentionally. i could say I'm pretty good at it...

looking at friends, girls mostly.... they're having rich guys as bf... looking at the things that they get as gift...

even not rich.. sometimes i cant understand of y i cant gives as good as other's... even family member.. i wanted to give more... but it seems like not enough.....

dunno what crap to write d... Last night was able to think of alot... but after wake up cant remember d.. hehe a nights of sleep heals the heart...

memories of old times always let me appreciate the freedom and burden free life...

what's make u grow up? what's make you consider yourself as matured?

izzit the way of you handle matters? or the problems you've gone throw? what you're able to choose for ur life... knowing what u really want for ur self?

you can matured but at the same time still be able to hurt your loves one...
a childish attitude can cheer up your loves one, at the same times you could also give them a safer feeling when they are with u... is'nt that better?

breaking off with someone cos you said he/she not mature enough for u... izzit a correct way to deal with ur love one? or izzit a selfish part of urselfs...

no matter what u do... the days will pass by day by day... the hurt u impart to someones... sometimes will not heal...

cherish your love one...

take care of ur own love... don't mess with or get involve with others relation...
don't get married to someone u dont love, some one u would not wan to spend the rest of your life with... Dont ever get married for the reason of others.. she's not a tools or a child making machine... they need your love.. your care... you being there with them... she's are the 1st girl that appear to you... no other girls are more important then she... u're nothing for urself... but your everything for her... cherish yourself... give her a smile when she's worry about something... hug her when she feels lonely... kiss her to let her know that you're there... always let her know u have a picture of her on you and in your mind... not others.. give her the 1st concern from you... not giving to others... she maybe annoying sometimes, but she have devoted her life for u...

*Just think for a while... who are u thinking or paying attention just now? izzit your love one? or izzit another girl?

be with her always.... she's yours to be with forever.. love her.. love is a miracle...


+k.loon